.Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 5:00 PM
sorry 2 inform u guys...
u guys read le sure shocked...
mayb not 2 some...
but the reason i still cant tell all of u...
i need 2 think carefully 1st..
dun wan any more mistake lik this 1...
i really 对不起 2 zhu。。。
i decided 2 break wif hym...
i realised i was using hym n i dun wish 2 decieve myself n others any more...
he can find some1 better than me i believe...
but breaking wif hym is sooner or later but i need think wat 2 tell hym
n how 2 tell hym 1st...
a veri shocking news ba...
2gether such a short time nia...
but i found out 'm decieving myself n i dun wish 2 hurt hym...
i mean hurt hym deeper...
giving hym hope is my fault...
should cut hym off long ago...
y am i so luan...
veri fan bout tis matter liao la...
now onli 1 ppl noe y i so fan n should b noe my feelings...
i dun tink any of u understand how i feel...
shouldn't giv hym hope...
no hope, no ppl get hurt...
hope is pain...
sry sry sry n thousands of sry 2 u...
i'm really sry 2 hurt u...
sry...
.Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ' 6:34 PM
...
really really veri veri fan...
wonder u guys can c from my look anot...
the 'something' that i mentioned in the previous post only 2ppl noe...
at least i tink 1 understand mine feelings ba...
both got 2noe it eventually...
2dae pig smsed me...
he say he promise me thathe wont giv up...
he beg me 2 giv him a chance...
but...
i dun noe wat 2 do now...
i noe he's gd but should i giv him chance???
...
i really dunno!!!
gonna go crazy,mad!
i noe n can c tat he treat me veri gd...
but if i accept him n dun lik him i'm decieving myself,pig,my feels, n his feels...
haiz... dunno wat 2 do...
fan aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
.Monday, July 7, 2008 ' 5:33 PM
really feeling veri veri fan...
umm... jus asking 4 opinion...
should i accept pig??
even thought u guys say yes i still dunno...
aiya...
dun care liao lar...
mayb after sometimes i will tell u guys something...
something which no1 noes...
only myself...
but i can tell u guys it only when i'm prepared n i noe wat i really feel...
pls wait n i will reveal i to u guys...
cya^^