.Wednesday, October 20, 2010 ' 5:07 PM
can you imagine my End of year marks???
omg it's so unexpected for me...
2failed subjects,
1 expected,
other surprised...
but the other 1 really made me too shocked uh...
maths,
24/60 p1, 31/80 p2.
what idiotic score is that?
not like i last time never really study,
get this kinda score i'm not shocked at all.
but this time i got study leh!
so what kind of score is this?
it's telling me that studying and not studying i'll still fail,
going for tution or not doesn't make a difference.
isit?
i'm really totally freaked out lurh...
if overall fail i still ok since my ca1,ca2 and sa1 all failed.
but this sa2 leh...
paper2 fail i also not so shocked cause it's really hard,
but why on earth my paper1?
i was quite confident i'll pass for it you know...
i'm so totally depressed after knowing my maths lurh...
it's totally unexpected=.=
this exam really makes me give up on maths...
what for do i go to tution?
just because i wanted to save my maths...
but it seems no changes were made!
like normally so many things to worry about already,
yesterday that 1 affect my mood,
den today double stab...
totally waste of my time studying for maths=.=
if i didn't study for maths i confirm pass my geography can...
ok the other 1 which i failed is geography,
20/50...
just because i wanted to rescue my maths and i decided to give up geography,
my sacrifice wasn't worth at all...
what a wrong decision i made...
ahhhhhhhhhhh!
freak...
i'm so tired of all this lurh.
how i wish i can escape from this world.
annoymous stress everywhere=.=
.Tuesday, October 19, 2010 ' 6:04 PM
zzz freak sia...
i shouldn't have gone to westmall with my cousin today,
what a totally wrong decision..
u guys mostly should know i like 't-shirt' in the past,
den is like i saw him at west mall today...
not only that,
i see him at the escalator 1 time,
den my cousin beside plus i paiseh so i faster walk away...
i go downstairs buy dvd he come in agn, 2nd time already...
i go outside wait for bus see him agn=.=
3 times in total...
but seeing him totally makes me feel so wrong...
i dunno why,
it feels like i'm escaping from him...
after sending my cousin home den i'm alone on the bus,
i feel so irritated lor...
feel so confused,
dunno what reason also..
den i was thinking,
do i still like him?
i really dunno lor..
i thought i've forgotten him already,
everything which has link to him is gone.
i deleted his number,
deleted his photo,
even the class photo i bought was missing...(not i throw de though.. it went missing when i moved)
so do i still like him?
but although i keep telling myself i forget him already,
den why do i feel so weird when i see him?
i'm really so confused lor...
there's a weird feeling inside me...
like... idk what lor...
haiz.. i think i'mm sort out my thoughts someday..
afterall, i know it's impossible between us lurh.
i just dunno how my brain n heart feel about him now...
i shall let the time show the way...
.Friday, October 15, 2010 ' 6:29 PM
hehe...
here i come updating XD
exam's left with only science paper 1,
so happy.
but maths paper sucks!!!
worst paper among all i think.
i studied for it you know...
like so many years i 1st time so study so seriously for maths le lor.
somemore this exam i study like very seriously for all subjects.
except geography..
who ask them put it same day as the maths paper 1.
ask me choose among them of cos i choose maths.
haiz..
ok. today went watching movie with peiqi and garry,
go watch
The Child's Eye!
great show to me!it's like ghost show mixed with romance,something new for me lurh.den i think if i'm not wrong it's the 1st 3D ghost show?idk lurh.but i feel it's worth watching,just that if you are afraid maybe you should choose the 2D one.i watched the 2D version,and i really feel it's nice.i wont mind watching again, no matter 2D or 3D.and i have to say good storyline and acting,from all actors and rainie.idk why rainie choose to act in a ghost show when she's afraid of ghost herself,but her acting in the show is quite nice lurh.den quite a number of ppl went watching the movie,but maybe cause is ghost show den 2D de so not that full lurh.realised most is girls,maybe cause is rainie's fans so go watch ba.great sound effect and picture quality,den although is ghost show but got some laughing and touching moments too lurh.if you ask me to give a rating for it,i would give it 4.5.hmmm...but during the show there's some boys who are extremely idiotic lurh.like idk why they laugh for la. at the wrong point lurh.such a great movie,can see the effort put into it.but the boys are like spoiling the movie lurh. lols.anyway,i really recommend the movie lurh.but those really afraid can dun go la. just that i feel it is worth your money and time to watch it,since i think this kinda storyline isn't seen often too.
