.Tuesday, November 30, 2010 ' 11:47 PM
the holiday is quite peaceful lurh...
but it seems to past so quickly...
few days later and i'll be left with only 4 weeks of holiday...
but i didn't start with homework still hehe...
i dunno why,but somehow i think this holiday nothing much really happened...but why despite liddat,i still have the feeling of being stressful and vexed..like there's something inside my heart unable to open..or maybe there are things for me to worry about,just that i don't know,i dont care,or i choose to ignore it...hmmm...this feeling is always with me for years and years already,ever since i know what worries is...but it's just that sometimes i'm too busy,too occupied to notice this feeling...i think also because of this,happiness is always short.but who holds the key to open the lock for this?i have no idea where the key is,what the key is...it's just like some things i can never figure it out...for some things,it just doesn't have definite answers....it always depends on what point of view we are looking from,how we think,and that affects the answer we figure out..so what is 100percent,i think nothing is 100percent ba...then why is there 100percent on earth?because it is used to prove that things are not perfect...oh yes...and, if nothing goes wrong,i think this year's new year i wont be in singapore...cause holiday was planned to go some part of malaysia to play,since we didn't go for holiday for quite long le...also, didn't go my other gran hse quite long le...but cause parent's schedules and stuff,decided not to go...but recently my mum did mentioned going m'sia for new year,just that it isn't confirmed yet...most probably on the chinese calander from 30th to 2nd.idk what date it is on the english one...but if it's confirmed i'll tell u guys kaes..and sorry if i couldn't spent my new year with u guys...some other year perharps...cause actually,i have no idea if i spent my new year in m'sia before already...cause if i did,it must have happened so so long ago...my memories of new year are all in singapore...ah and, if i'm in m'sia,u guys can still message me and all...i'll reply if i should n if i recieve it...cause my prepaid card has alot money.. LOL...hmm... i think i'm ending here, since it's so late already...
.Sunday, November 21, 2010 ' 5:43 PM
previously i was checking on coming soon phones,
and i saw this phone - samsung S7230E wave723.
the phone applications and stuff are all enough for my requirement lurh..
den last mth it was out in i think us,
i was thinking maybe will be out in sg at around like dec...
den yesterday went to top up my superhot 128,
saw this phone in singtel le sia...
i was like so omg..
it really look nice to me though.. haha=)
the line my bro is using,
which would be my mum's soon since my bro wan student plan,
is the ione plus plan...
and for that plan,
the phone only cost $168.
for a phone which is just released,
it's cheap...
the price is near my w595 when it just released lurh...
but i'll have to wait for my mum's line to end den they can change the number n stuff,
which will be at like jan...
by den, i'll be like waiting for 1mth plus lurh..
but no choice,
since the line's not mine...
plus for the sake of my bro's blackberry... LOL
lucky i didn't ask my mum for iphone,
else i think they will be like poke le ba...
the pocket got big hole.. LOL...
realised the phone i like n see til de normally around this price de lurh...
not extremely good kind,
but i think is counted above average le ba...
my 595 was quite popular too,
but it has no wifi...
if got wifi i wont mind using it longer lurh...
this new samsung phone i saw is quite satisfying for my needs le...
5.1 megapixel camera with autofocus and LED flash,
wifi,
touchscreen phone (actually doesn't matter since i wanted a QWERTY pad 1)
um... BADA os, which is i think only samsung phone have if i'm not wrong... the system was only created for like around 1yr or so...
and alot more things lurh...
another thing is,
the phone battery stand-by time is 700hrs for 2G, 600hrs for 3G.
is like almost 2times my 595 battery life...
so i think it should be quite good lurh...
and until now i think there isn't much bad comments about this phone... haha...
so if nth goes wrong,
i think i'll buy this phone next yr ba..
but it'll still be a long time lurh...
at least after my birthday.. haha
.Saturday, November 20, 2010 ' 2:19 PM
i went through stuffs like this before,
maybe even worst situations...
but to be in a clique,
you should learn how to accept others..
if you're not changing your point of view,
standing on where you are standing,
den the thing would never be solved.
sometimes we should be the one who apologise,
or we should jus ask the other party out and talk things out.
as in talk things out 1 to 1,
not a big gang.
a gang of frens being there you'll never say things completely truthful,
and you're not being sincere in any position.
u see,
asking a gang of people there,
it's obvious u're looking for trouble..
we should know our limits.
sometimes,
there is a certain line we shouldn't cross...
even the closest frens in the world knows there must be a limit to things,
even strangers...
both parties are in the wrong,
but are you thinking what u did wrong?
i said before,
jiu suan normally do things,
we'll have to think over it and see what we should change ourself.
dun always expect others to change for the better,
change to satisfy us,
but we just stay who we are.
that's a selfish act...
in the past i never thought about so much before also,
but i'm learning...
jus cause i start to look from a different point,
i learn alot from stories.
shows, books, things happening around us and happening in us.
all this are learning points...
it just depends on how u see things...
.Thursday, November 18, 2010 ' 10:19 AM
hmmm...
i'm really sian diao by jobs le lor..
howcome finding jobs is like so hard sia...
it's not as if we're so small rite...
somemore if not that we need some spare cash,
and also for hebe's concert,
i wont go do find this job when i'm going kisiao...
it's like we're trying diff job get diff experience also,
but nobody gives us a chance...
too small, etc..
so freaked out le sia...
i might be opening a blogshop,
but i wonder if anyone would be interested in what i'm going to sell sia..
cos i dun think ppl sell that normally...
still considering,
plus open le next year may not be too free to organise it too...
if i'm opening it,
i shall make everything perfect...
i want to give my best to customers,
unlike some irresponsible ones...
and, i've rebonded my hair yesterday!
or should i say the effect is like rebonding,
but it's not really rebonding.. LOL
cause according to the auntie it's xi zhi,
which i have totally no idea what is it...
den can wash hair anot i also dk,
which is totally freaking me out...
although yesterday at there wash so much times can = 3days no nid wash le,
but the hair will be still oily de what...
so idk lurh... shall see what peiqi's hairdresser says..
.Friday, November 5, 2010 ' 10:53 PM
ok i know my blog is like so dam dead lor...
will try to update it often,
and i think i'll do some ammendments to it ba.
think i'll be changing my blogskin soon,
cause even myself is tired of looking at that black skin lor.
although black is a nice colour,
but i realised normally when my mood is no really good then i'll come to my blog.
hmm...
now just waiting for class to be announced,
and i really hope that i can get into 1st or 2nd choice.
although 1st choice is a maths,
but i have to say that i'm really working very hard for my maths now...
or maybe,
not very hard...
but i did work for it.
and i'll make myself continue it.
cause i know,
it's all for myself.
then,
really hope that selina can get better,
although i know this is a long way,
since it is a serious injury...
looking at all the news about her,
we know there's nth we can do either...
only thing is that pray or baibai or do whatever stuff and hope that it'll help...
currently just hope that her pain can be lessen lurh.
yea.
den
i know in our life,alot of problems will get in our way,stop us from moving on.but, we must try our best to solve the problem.although we'll feel tired from all this,but no matter what we still have to move on.there's many beautiful moments in future,and if we dont move on,how can we see those beautiful moments?the words are like to myself,also to many of us ba.
i get to learn n understand alot theory from shows, books and life,
but when i'm troubled,
i tend to forget those theory myself.
so actually sometimes a clear minded person may get messed up too...
there's still alot things out there i need to learn,
and i know i hope to know everything.
cause the actual me is a perfectionist,
but i tend to make myself not heading towards that direction.
cause i know,
nobody is perfect.
so, why make your life difficult when you cannot make it perfect?
being a perfectionist only makes u uncontented with your current life.
so i think that explains my slackness ba...
i only hope that i can make my life happier,
cause after looking at so much,
really,
life is unexpected.
we wont know what happens the next second,
so why make our life so difficult when we can enjoy?
