.Thursday, December 16, 2010 ' 11:44 PM
They are the ones who know me and understands me most.
You guys made my life colourful.
i have alot frens over the years,
no matter which stage of life.
but i know that different batch understands me to different certain,
and never does a batch sees me truly.
same for them, as some things would be better to keep unknown.
but, i believe they know the most percentage of me.
because they understand.
i think i'll try to do something to my blog...
i seldom change my blog,
cause there's too much memories in it.
although normally i bad mood den post la...
but really,
those are my footsteps.
so, reluctantly i considered to change a new blog overtime,
but ended up remaining the same.
but now,
i think it's time to move on.
a new beginning should await me...
a brand new website,
brand new skin,
a totally brand new blog.
the only thing which remains unchanged is it's owner,
and i think my method of posting ba...
cause a blog to me it's like a diary,
but i wonder why do i only use this diary when i'm in bad mood. haha
if i start a new blog,
the link will be posted here,
and this shall be the last post for this blog,
and the new post of the new blog starting with this picture.
if a new blog is opened,
if a new blog is opened,
it will be opened to public in the new year.
and i promise i'll try my best to update... haha.
with more pics, try.
.Sunday, December 5, 2010 ' 11:37 PM
i know my emotions arn't expressed very clearly on my face other than laughing la..but is there a need for you to be so slow in reacting?
it's as if you dun feel anything at all=.=
of is it that you dont bother to care?
after hanging out with others,
you totally changed=.=
like alot ppl realised it,
not only me...
and even ppl not close to me realised that i'm getting angry,
actually the felt i'm angry already...
but i'm pek chek only, not angry...
if i'm angry it's worst than that.
those who know me for years see easily that i'm angry,
cause they really understand...
but do you tell me you dont understand me?
i think at least you'll know the basics of me uh...
if you really care about someone,
you really wanna go feel,
it isn't hard to know what changes she had in her emotions...
even if you cant get the exact thinking of her,
you should know around where le...
but i really dunno what to say about you la...
it's like,
not i want say la..
but for me myself,
i really do feel that those people i know from primary sch understands me best.
it's not the years you know...
it's the feeling...
i just feel more comfortable with them,
i feel that i'm myself...
i was thinking maybe it was the change in my character after primary sch,
but maybe the main reason is everyone?
maybe it's just that our thoughts doesn't match.
ppl will say,
howcome? we do think alike!
that's only those certain parts,
which alot ppl can think alike...
it's the inner which counts you know...
sometimes,
the closest frens have different personalities,
and cause of the different personalities,
they fit perfectly...
i dunno what's the situation,
but i have a feeling that if this continues,
i rather be alone...
because at least being alone i can hear what my heart wants to say.
til the end,
although i change alot for some things,
i'll still say,
follow your heart.
but also,
use your brain when you follow your heart...
