Everything Is Gone, I'm Alone.

.Friday, February 27, 2009 ' 2:21 PM

ok.. at last done-.-
i big news 1st...
i flunk my science test!
totally flunked it!!!
10/30-.-
how good am i?
2nd time flunking science test!!!
only subject which fails me!!!
gave up hope on it-.-
k dun talk bout it le...
feel like tearing the paper-.-
anw,
netball rocks!
coach said can call her sharon or coach,
both can.
but i like coach better XD
i din't wear PE that day cause didn't know got training...
den they run and all those i couldn't do=(((
but i got 2 do shooting,
but i like no potential to shoot-.-
den after 5 stayed back play shooting awhile,
den got hit by a ball right on my head in the middle while picking up ball-.-
but lucky i got hit often, used 2 it...
i was like standing at the side while they did running,
and i was so desperate cause i wanna run too=(((
dunno what 2 say,
just tell you guys,
i'm quite badly sick...
whole week came home in rain,
except for today...
monday come home catch a cold le...
den tuesday come home got sore throat...
wednesday headache added in,
yesterday lucky no more illness...
but still,
is sick...
sorry liyan for rejecting you,
wanted 2 go but real sick lurh...
psps...
hmm dunno what 2 say ler,
so i'm going =P
cya guys...

Ended her day....

. ' 1:41 PM

ok doing 2 quiz since they tagged me 2 do it...
the top 1 is carmen lee's while bottom is shi hwee de...

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- dunno(?) i didn't get kissed or kiss b4-.-
2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Tired,wants 2 pon sch
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Carmen & Meiling :)
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Nope.
5. Would you ever donate blood?
- i dun think i can donate blood, i'm in need of blood too?
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- Nope, only gan brothers?
7. Do you want someone dead?
- No. Why would I want someone to be dead? Unless someone makes me crazy...
8. What does your last text message says?
- A person saying dun forget 2 do the scripts on volcano?
9. What are u thinking right now?
- I'm thinking of finishing this quiz as soon as possible so that I can do the other quiz and head 2 things i need to do.
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yes..
11. What is the time you went to bed last night?
- 12pm plus
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- My aunt bought it for me.. i think at bukit batok?
13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
- Yes.
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- um... meiling?
Tag 10 people to do this quiz.
1) Liyan
2) jieqi
3) joycelyn
4) Meiling
5) carmen
6) xinyu
7) shi hwee
8) jun liang
9) peixuan
10) Yeong Zhun

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- She's single.
16. Is 3 a male or female?
- Female.
17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?
- No i dun think they know each other?
18.What is 1 studying about?
- Idk :X
19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?
- Who are you refering to? -.-
20. Is 4 single?
- Yes.
21. Say something about number 2?
- my twin sister and my new frens says that she quite chio?
22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?
- They ain't lesbians and they do not know each other?
23. Describe 9?
- dunno what 2 say-.-
24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?
- not sure.. mayb they know each other but not close?
25. Do you like 8?
- Yes,cause he's my gan brother?
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A-angel
B-brendan
C-carmen,charmaine
D-daniel ng/wu?
E-eileen
F-Frida
G-guoyi
H-hengyi
I-isabel
J-joycelyn,jieqi,junliang,jiapei
K-kenlynn
L-liyan
M-meiling
N-nurul
O-?
P-peixuan,
Q-qi jin
R-rano
S-shihwee
T-theresa
U-?
V-vera
W-wenhui(see)
X-xinyu
Y-yeongzhun
Z-zoey

2.can R and S be together in BGR?
- they know each other but i dun think so?
3.how is L related to you?
- my sister.XD
4.Does Y know Z?
nope
5.if C betrays you, will you kill him/her?
dun think so=) i very good kaes...
6.if K steals your boyfriend,what will you do?
- dunno? dun think that we have the same taste...
7.what if L tells you he/she has a crush on you?
- ok? she's my laopo plus sister why not?
8.will you and M get into a fight?
- maybe, maybe not? how would i know the future?-.-
9.who does K have a crush on?
- dunno.. i'm not damm close 2 her..
10. if W calls you a b!tch, what will you do?
- scold her back? i dont know...
11.what is the relationship between you and E?
- frens?
12.who does Z like?
- dunno..
13.who is I's best friend?
- Jiale? i think so ba..
14.what colour does Y like?
- maybe red since he likes elmo alot?
15.where does F live?
- somewhere near toh yi drive? think so...
16.did you and c had a fight before?
- both nope...
17.who's H's best friend?
- dunno now...
18.what can you say about X?
- hyper active and talks alot?
19.what if J tells you that he/she has a crush on you?
jieqi-my laopo! hahas..
joycelyn-my laopo too! lawls...
junliang- not possible??? my brother leh...
jiapei- not a lesbian...
20.tag 10 ppl to do this quiz!
jieqi,liyan,joycelyn,carmen,meiling,xinyu,junliang,yeongzhun,peixuan,shihwee and whoever who wants to do XDXDXD~

Ended her day....

.Monday, February 23, 2009 ' 7:27 PM

ok... advertising for bro's sch clementi town home-coming day,
this coming sat 18 april, 10am - 5 pm,
of cause u no need go whole day...
venue is of cause clementi town sec,
10 clementi ave 3
singapore 129904
this 'ticket' cost $10,
it is like a open house la...
got 10 - $1 coupons,
1 free Kbox 1-for1 side order, this ticket valid til 31may 2009,
and 1 $5 off for purchases above $25 at botak jones, valid til 16 june 2009...
this 2 tickets are shown on top, but not very clear la... anyhow take de...
wanted 2 scan the thing out, but printer got problem lur...
the 2 pictures below is the ticket lar...
pls help if got $ and is free...
buy from me, but $ collected is bro sch de lar-.-...
you can contact me and bring along $10...
i'll bring the tickets along...

pictures below is the volcano for project work, and houses i made myself la...

the pictures sucks i know...

my photography sucks to the core now...

poor phone suffering...

the house look more like a temple la...

u guys must b laughing.. lawls..

ok la but spent 1day finishing up,

fastest in the class i think...

we finished this project le...

see the pictures lor...

Ended her day....

. ' 6:24 PM

u know what?
just now when having science lesson,
raining heavily...
den walk 2 bus stop in the rain with carmen,
while walking,
dunno y abit emo lar...
maybe cause scared that flunk the test 2moro ba...
science test... i think our last subject tested...
but week10 got test agn-.-
u know when i emo i though of what?
either should let me fail psle stay in primary sch,
or let the thunder kill me just now...
but after that rmb,
i said should live our life 2 the fullest huh...
1st time sucide thoughts in my mind...
really...
too stressed up lurh..
u guys know lar...
i dun wanna fail any subjects,
even though sometimes i say nvm...
and, science is the only subject which i've failed once...
and it is the subject i hate most for exam...
after failing the test i study like siao...
study b'cos not wanting 2 fail during psle....
but 2moro's test got a feeling will flunk it...
dun wanna flunk it!!!!!
haiz...
DUN CARE DUN WANNA CARE HACK CARE...
none of my business
i'm tired...
tired of studying,
tired of sch,
tired of my life...
it's so boring,
so ...
i'm at a loss of words...
just wanna sleep,
sleep for my whole life...
engineer, designer....
that's what i wanna b next time...
but who can say that i can get 2 be it?
i sucks in those things...
just the same old thing...
i'm TIRED OF LIVING...
living in my own world is most suitable for me...
but the world doesn't allow me 2 do so...
the world ppl cares,
teaches,
naggs,
fights...
everything...
and i dun wanna do any of it...
cause i'm starting 2 feel that life is colourless...
cause i'm lazy and doesn't have the strength 2 colour the colours up...

Ended her day....

.Friday, February 20, 2009 ' 6:07 PM

using this skin agn,
cos the previous 1 is ugly alright...
meaning not the pon n zi de...
is i changed another 1...
suddenly feel like using this bck,
so got it bck here...
song changed too,

梁静如‘s

可惜不是你

it's sad, emo,
but real nice...
maybe cos abit miss him le ba...
and,
planning 2 go see s.h.e at east point mall 2moro!!!
simei leh...
but 2 see them i'll go!
wish can lurh... dunno yet lar...
but really really wish 2 see them lurh...
did geography project on volcano just now,
our volcano i think quite perfect leh...
not perfect la..
is quite nice ok...
and i made house,
the house body is actually clay made into cube shape lar...
so the house i think shape very different,
since is i make de-.-
plus the house dam small compared 2 volcano,
so i think cannot make ppl or must be dam dam small liao...
hmmm...
dunno what 2 say ler...
i go bath=)
cya guys

Ended her day....

.Thursday, February 19, 2009 ' 7:29 PM

hey joey wan find trouble ,pls leave ur sch i go down find u settle
mai come my sis de blog di siao
chi bao tai xian kong jiu lai kao bei,ni yi wei zhe shi you le chang ar
come di siao agn la!!! dont let mi find out u from wat sch .
di siao agn better watch out
pls remember tat this not ur blog pls respect the owner
u wan come di siao agn if u wan pay the consequences
wencong

Ended her day....

.Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ' 6:16 PM

Be it love or not,

we tried our fullest.

Even though i miss you,

i'm sure that i've tried my best.

I think that you still love her,

but did you try chasing her back?

I love you,

so i want you to be happy.

With a smile on your face,

my worries are replaced by smiles.

I don't have the chance to meet you,

and i think that our fate is ending.

Trying hard to forget you,

but my brain just won't erase you away.

If i have a choice,

i'll still choose to love you,

but maybe earlier.

Have no choice,

but to let time wash you away.

Since i'm bought to here this state,

i have no regrets for the choice i've made.

Just wanna tell you,

i'm waiting for you here.

Ended her day....

. ' 4:56 PM

emo-ing...
realised that life is really precious,
and we shouldn't play around with it.
wonders why suddenly i got this feeling?
cause after meiling and carmen headed for dance,
i went 2 the bus stop..
was looking around and didn't realised the road.
after that 3 indians jay walk across the road,
and...
the guy was like standing there looking at something...
i was wondering what was he looking at,
den i realised it was an animal...
i couldn't figure out what animal was it,
maybe a bird ba...
but the cruel thing is that,
i think it was killed by a car,
and after that few birds come around and started pecking it!
i thought they were calling the bird or whatever,
but they wasn't...
they were eating the bird!
how cruel...
even it may not be their friend,
and no matter how hungry they are,
they shouldn't have done this...
i feel so sorry for the animal...
after that my bus came,
so didn't know what happened...
realised that we should treasure our life since god gave us,
and live it to the fullest everyday...
we won't know what will happen the next day,
so treasure every precious moment.
feeling to get back 2 writing poems,
but didn't really have the time...
hmm...
i see if got the feeling i'll write 1 later...
friends and sisters and whoever which is reading,
treasure your life and live it to the fullest everyday ok?
life is precious..

Ended her day....

.Friday, February 13, 2009 ' 11:38 PM

today quite fun lor... let me start in sch...
morning i think nothing much happened just that i having stomach pain den abit emo...
den assembly liao go for p.e. lor...
den p.e. we played a sport i think called javalin..
quite fun but dam dangerous ok...
if never throw properly the teacher say will bounce back de leh!
den i so scared about it dun really dare to throw hard u know...
but quite fun just that teacher wan us 2 sit on grass den is lik wet wet de u know...
den i sit le squat agn cos cannot stand the grass so wet lar...
after p.e. have history class,
but cos ipp thingy that time so she let us revise til ipp starts lor...
den is like me and meiling was supposed 2 do the door with others',
but the boys are like simply snatch away the thing so we helped out with the windows lor...
really tiring and sweat alot ok...
den stomach pain agn den my sweat is like hot n cold de?
they say i look quite pale i dunno la...
after that ok le den we went down 2 recess...
recess nothing 2 eat plus combined recess cause total defence day celebration,
den only got biscuits and newater lor...
den i dun like newater, so give 2 xinyu...
den i helping carmen open the cap cos she cant open rite,
i never see there got a sharp plastic coming out den my hand turn round it and cut myself-.-
but put plaster den ok le la...
after that played monkey with other class pupils and seniors,
den played passing or whatever with dunno who's ball lor...
is like who get the ball good lor..
den junliang keep wanting 2 snatch the ball make me like a fool u know...
but i got snatch and catch it afew times de ok...
but dunno how i ply ply til my watch siao siao den after that just shut down...
cheap skate-.-
after the 1.10 hour de combined recess got science,
den science teacher gave me a paper is excuse form la...
monday at last get 2 see the tournament XD
vs nhh... i dunno what sch also-.-
i think nan hua high ba...
den is like that time is just nice science teacher lesson so i no need scared miss lesson since she going also...
after science lesson is history test,
and i think i totally punk the test ok...
it is like, the 1st question What is history,
i forgotten liao alrite...
den the century de thingy dunno write correct anot,
the thing i hate most is the infer thingy lor...
sure all wrong for that part-.-
anw dun care bout history la...
after history,
thks 2 xinyu i get 2 longpang her car and reach home earlier,
but waited for angel at the bus stop for quite some time ok..
and i abit odd 1 out,
cos is 6unity de gathering lai de...
but only like 5 ppl there?
i think cannot even call it gathering le ba...
but it is fun lor...
the food there also nice=)
just that cannot keep going there or else i will pok de ok...
=DDD
let me think...
so late liao...
currently is 11.54...
eye going close better not write poem le...
2moro got time n inspiration den write=)
cya guys!

Ended her day....

.Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ' 5:32 PM

yo!!! ramdom photos kaes...
new daughters,
meiling big daughter,
px 2nd,
xinyu 3rd,
vera 4th...
dun say i nv post liao hor anw ur photos are below so u cant see le alrite...
anw these photos taken days ago but no mood or time to post lor...
MISS HIM... DDD=
k i'll try say abit bout each photo k...