.Sunday, November 23, 2008 ' 1:52 PM
the confirmed version of my choice is out,
1st: clementi town,
2nd: bukit batok,
3rd: hua yi,
4th: new town,
5th: queenstown,
6th: dunearn...
wanted put dunearn on top,
butcos dunearn in my choice least marks plus got most chance in de...
but still wish into clementi town lar..
haiz... 232 how i go in sia...
sian lar...
if can tio hua yi also not bad lurh...
hmm... maybe we all ca tio same school? dunno lurh...
.Friday, November 21, 2008 ' 11:29 AM
hmm...
choosed school yesterday,
i putting few schools which i cannot reach the average score de la...
see if the school got place i can get in then good lor...
hmm... i put the names n score down,
but i dunno after dunearn sec put which school,
choosing...
choice: * school name: * average score:
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1st: * clementi town * 232-245
2nd: * bukit batok * 225-240
3rd: * queenstown * 210-235
4th: * dunearn * 206-235
5-6th: * jurong west, * 189-238
5-6th * jurongville, * 198-231
5-6th * hillgrove * 197-233
dunno choosing which among the last 3 la...
cos 4-6 mus put got chance 2 in de better...
or later cannot in all high score de den die...
so sian at home,
dunno do wat.
.Thursday, November 20, 2008 ' 1:34 PM
PSLE Score out...
Tan Wen Hui:
209....
and, i got 1 A only...
=.=
wtf...
1A,3B,1pass...
a in chinese,
pass in hmt...
haiz...
209,209,209...
go what school now i dun even know...
i expected lik 215-225 lik tat de lor...
stupid maths n science lor...
i think sec i really wan go tution liao...
so dissapointed...
i can get into hillview,
but is lik no netball n basketball i dun wan lor..
so i dunno which 2 go now.. haiz..
.Monday, November 17, 2008 ' 8:05 PM
today went 2 shool for p1 orentation,
quite fun but tired la...
bought them 2 toilets,
but i didn't go in of cos...
then look after them,
after the form teach talk with them or what-so-ever then they go for tour round school,
followed...
the class i took was 1truth,
is like have i think 2 kids need special care de...
1 quite good lor...
but the oter 1 is like dun listen 2 me at all de... =.=
then i there talk to some of them they lik treat me as transparent?
then i is like...
ok... nvm dun care me dun care lor...
then so suai when going home rain,
and i cant play in rain lor...
so take umbrella,
but when i reached home is like whole body wet except the head?
my shoes is like flooded liao lor... so sian la...
then got home cos hungry go get a durian pancake eat,
after tat go bath then i lie on bed eventually slept...
wtf...
then is like i slept without my lunch eaten?
then sleep til 7 lik tat daddy come up call me up...
then after eating n watching the 7o'clock show came 2 on the com n posting now...
so that's my day...
and is lik i dunno y so tired also lor...
haiz lik nth 2 post le rite?
so i'm off...
.Saturday, November 15, 2008 ' 11:53 AM
quite long no post le huh?
so now gonna post short post bout few days...
thursdaywe're all hugging around,
cos some of us mayb really won't meet agn...
so sad on that day,
teacher and lots of ppl cried...
fridayprize giving day,
dam bored...
after taking prize went to highgate for some while,
played hide n seek,
but it's quite boring during that period...
after tat went shopping with mummy,
when we're ready 2 go out rain haven stop...=.=
then we go reach bus stop with our jeans and bags wet,
then rain stopped... =.=
after that reach i forget where de this fashion le,
shopped til 5,
i got 1 shirt n mum 1 'jacket' only...
then went 2 suntec see bookfest and foodfest,
in the end saw afew books dam nice de but didn't buy cos no offer dam ex lor...
bought 1 book is teach u how save time studying so u can do other things,
and a box of correction tape refil=.=
then went food fest looking for tacho balls,
in the end couldn't find any...
so sian that time,
went 2 eat kfc...
so went home after that,
slept in the bus like a pig...
i must have looked ugly...
today at home whole day, sian-ed...
mummy went malaysia with daddy,
daddy go cut hair then mummy go buy this and that...
so, that's the end...
.Tuesday, November 11, 2008 ' 6:36 PM
hehehe...now back for jieqi, joycelyn and of cos liyan =)i really don't wish to leave this school, but, we'll have to move on.jie qi,you're a sister who have an innocent face.and, you're always the blur blur one.sometimes i may be pissed off by you,but we'll be back to normal agn.your blurr-ness may make people happy,but sometimes make people angry too.even though,thanks alot for being by my side when i need you.li yan,you're 1 happy gal.even though you may be emo at times,you still manage to make people cheer up.glad you're there,cause at times your point of view helps me alot.cheer up,your love story doesn't end.everyone's love story is going to have a new start.as the chinese says,failure is the mother of winning.jiayous, wish you all the best!joycelyn,your the one who doesn't fail to cheer me up.you're by our side when we need you,and you try to listen and help us or cheer us up.you're like our kai xin guo,never fails to make us laugh.when you become serious you have some bits of scary-ness though...=pbe on play mode til school reopens,have a happy holiday!sisters,i'm really happy that you guys are by my side when i need you.i'm really thankful.i wish that we can continue to be this close,even though our life ends,our frenship must never end.Gambate!!!
.Monday, November 10, 2008 ' 6:16 PM
现在心好痛好痛，
有如心碎成两半，
有如十只针刺在我心。
我知道，
一部分是我舍不得你，
我真的好舍不得你。
离开了学校，
等于离开了你。
我要默默地在你身边都没机会了。
学校，好冷清。
另外一部分，
是因为朋友们。
这些朋友们，
虽然有的不是很谈得来，
但是还是有那么一点点感觉。
在另外一部分，
是因为‘家’。
大姐 我，
二姐 jie qi,
三姐 li yan,
小妹 joycelyn。
你们永远会在我记忆里。
因为，
我省命中真正的道路是你们为我开的，
在你们身上让我学会了不少东西，
你们让我感到生命中的喜怒哀乐，
我真的真得十分开心。
还有另外一个‘家'
加上 shi hwee,
cheryl,
pei xuan...
我还是很高兴认识你们。
below i have words for 3 of you...
in english and chinese in case you guys cant understand my chinese...
cos sometimes i also type wrong.. =PPP
peixuan,
虽然我们的结果并不理想，
但是我还是会记得你。
我会想办法忘掉你的不好，
记得你的好。
只想告诉你，
要学会珍惜那些在你身边的人，
因为你的改变会让别人受到不必要的伤。
还有，你身边的朋友，
不是每个都会对你很好或真心。
although our ending is not perfect,
but i'll still rmb you.
i'll try all means to forget your bad,
and rmb your good.
just want to tell you,
learn to treasure those around you,
because your changes will cause others un-needed injurys.
and,the frens beside you,
not all will treat you good or be faithful/true to you.
shi hwee,
我们从p4就认识了，
但是，我们那时还没有那么close吧？
和你在一起的日子我很快乐，
我看到了你不管怎么样都可爱的脸，
但是有一点你和joycelyn一模一样，
就是你们伤心事让人也难过起来，
就是好想看到小丑哭的样子，
但是比小丑可爱多了。
但是，看到你们哭会让别人很想帮助你，
但是有不知怎么帮。
你很可爱，
特别是有点生气的时候。
希望你能永远这样活泼，开朗，可爱。
we meet during p4 ba?
but, during that time i think we wasn't as close as we were now.
the days with you are very happy ones.
i saw you face which is always cute no matter what,
but you have a point same as joycelyn,
that is when you're sad or cry,
is like a clown crying... my description not good=(((
but, of cos is cuter and nicer than a clown.....
when see you guys cry others will feel like helping you,
but have no idea how to help or console you.
u're very cute,
especially when you're having abit of angry,and when you smile...
wish you can be so active,happy,cute forever.
cheryl,
i think i'll type only in english now since my hand is already tired....
maybe i'll add-on the english parts when i'm free...
we seldom talk,
but i think i understands you at least that little bit ba...
rmb, don't keep things to yourself.
you have your frens there for you,
we'll lend you our ears when you need them.
well,
when you smile you look good.
but,
dun keep everything to yourself,it's bad for health.
i think,
you still wish to be like before ba...
but things will change,
and,
dun take all the blames on yourself.
it's not completely your fault.
i wish that in future you'll get to do what you wish,
and,
keep drawing.
your artistic talent can be improved still.
try looking at other people's drawing, try picking up sktching for human faces ba.
who knows,
next time u'll become a known artist.
good luck.
now, this part for the boys...
as in,
the brothers.
heng yi,
jun liang,
jie neng.
i think i talk less to hengyi and jieneng,
so less topics.
junliang,
happy to know you.
i think you're the one i qurrel with most,
but it is fun.
sometimes,
during the qurrel i can let some stress out.
thank you,
and i wish you good luck in everything.
hengyi,
i talk to you less as you're quite quiet to gals...
or mayb to me...
the thing i want to say is,
very sorry to hurt you,
but i don't mean to.
i cant bluf you,
neither myself.
hurting you is my fault,
and i didn't only do it once.
wish we still be in contact.
good luck.
jieneng,
also,
i qurrel with you often.
u're like the most xiaoqi boy,
but sometimes you're quite cute...
as in not in appearance,
but in character.
i don't know what to say, but just good luck.
i wish sisters,brothers,frens
all the best and wish everyone good luck.
everyone, keep in contact.
.Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ' 6:34 PM
父母生我们是要给我们生命，
但是给了生命他们又怕这怕那。
既然给了我们生命，
就应该让我们尝试生活中的酸甜苦辣，
不然我们活到老有意义吗？
我们觉得我们做得对，
但是他们却说是错的。
他们没有听过一个俗语吗？
俗语说，
“失败乃是成功之母”
既然我们一定要经过失败这一关，
不如现在就让我们经历？
把我们的生命都策划好，
我们活着有乐趣吗？
我们可能都不知道我们为了什么而活。
你们永远说做这些东西是为了我们好，
但是你们有真证来尝试了解我们心里想要什么吗？
强迫我们做一些你们喜欢但我们不喜欢的事，
这应该就是你们的作风吧？
你们永远不知道为什么有那么多少年会去自杀，
那我在这里告诉你们吧。
他们会自杀一部分的原因就是应为你们这些父母。
应为他们觉得自己的生命没有快乐，
没有温暖，
没有意义。
为什么呢？
应为你们这些父母常要我们做我们不喜欢的事。
然后另外一个原因是压力。
因为老师，家长，同学，亲戚给的压力。
还有一个原因就是应为他们深爱的人和他们分手，
或是家长反对他们在一起。
我们的人生，
真的有意义吗？
我现在也觉得没意义了。
连我们的朋友，
感情如姐妹的朋友都不能一起出去玩，
生命力还有什么乐趣，
还有什么东西值得留念呢？
.Monday, November 3, 2008 ' 6:37 PM
Go out,
cannot.
Play com,
too long.
Then what u expect me 2 do?
u cant expect me to stay at home sleep n do what u does everyday ba...
Nope...
So, what you expect from me?
i go out walk walk also cannot...
not as if i asked you for money right?
i'm using my own money ok!
you'll say that the money is u all earn then give us de right?
So the money is still yours right?
so, i can tell you that i'll reply you,
the money is not yours.
it is mine.
you give it to me,
so it belongs to me.
i saved it up myself,
not as if you give me cos i asked it from you.
The money is for me to eat and i didn't eat and saved it up so it's mine.
since the money is mine i have the right to spent it on whatever thing i want.
i wanted to save up,
to buy a laptop n camera and destop for myself,
but after thinking,
i should spent them on snacks instead.
you know why?
because even though i have the money you guys won't allow me to buy either.
just like i wanted to sign a line.
it is the same logic.
but you guys just won't allow.
y?
scared that i'll not pay for the line a?
not as if i cannot pay right?
then why so not fair?
3mths then top up once.
what's the point there?
$18for 360 sms...
3 mths each mth 120 sms...
you can use la...
u use 1yr also can...
but not me...
you dun even understand me alittle single bit...
but i think you feels that you understands what i want and needs.
i tried to understand you,
or should i say that i always looked from different views.
even though i may stand on my own side sometimes,
but i will go to your stand and try to understand your feeling then decide to get what or to do what.
what's wrong with me going out then?
scared that i'll get caught by baddies?
i can protect myself right..
scared that i'll got into bad company?
this current frens is enouigh for me ok... or i dun even need a new grp of frens...
so what u worried bout?
you never stand at my point of view to think,
but always think that adults are right,
always right.
and,
always think that we're still young,
too young to make the right decision.
i can tell you here,
TELL U HERE.
I THINK I CAN MAKE MORE RIGHT AND FAIR DECISION THAN YOU AND I'M ALREADY GROWN UP.YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY I'M GETTING INTO THE
WRONG COMPANY SINCE I KNOW WHAT KIND OF FRENS
ARE TO MAKE.
AND, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO TALK BAD BOUT MY FRENS.
TRY IF I'M TALKNG BAD BOUT YOUR SIBLINGS YOU CARE
THE MOST HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?
STOP WHATEVER STUPID ACTS YOU'RE DOING OR I'LL
DO WHATEVER THING I INTEND TO DO SINCE I CAN SAVE
UP MONEY EASILY AND I HAVE WHERE TO GO IN MIND.
