.Saturday, October 11, 2008 ' 4:24 PM
Haiz....
Monday's coming and i'm starting to feel afraid..
cos,
me myself wish the family tree to be back to normal too...
but to me things done cannot be corrected...
words said cannot be taken back...
because,
things done will always be seen by someone...
words said will always be heard by somebody...
i know that everybody will do wrong things...
and,
everybody deserves a chance...
but, i don't know why i just can't put myself down to forgive you...
everyone says so...
i just don't know what i want to do...
how i wish monday will never come...
i miss the family tree...
the ex family tree which is always together no matter what happens...
but, i don't know will we be like before ever again...
i don't know...
how i wish...
how i wish everything didn't happen...
and we'll be out together happily...
haiz...
the only thing i can do now is wait...
wait for monday to come...
wait to see what i'll do on that day...
wait to see what the outcome will be on that day...
but, i'll still organise a trip or two for the family tree...
only the family tree...
no matter we patch up anot,
this few trips will go on as per normal...
because,
after the fight,
it is almost everyone's wish to go out together again...
maybe,
if we do not patch up,
this few days i'll forgive everything...
i want this days to be happy...
at least,
we'll have fresh memories of being happy together...
haiz...
how i wish the time can stop at childrens day...
childrens day...
or,
maybe it can stop at this moment right now after all...
and i'll not lose you...
nor will i be unhappy again...