.Wednesday, October 8, 2008 ' 1:52 PM
if nothing comes in,
2moro's trip is cancelled..
since no1 is keened to go,
what's the point of going..
go there,
see what...
nth.
nth will be nice..
who said that want to pei wo go de?
and now u're backing out...
i dun understand why,
and i'll not want to know why.
since all not keened to go,
it'll be cancelled.
i won't go there alone,
as i already have no mood to go.
my outing mood is all gone.
i'm not blaming you,
so you dun have to take down the blame.
i'm blaming myself.
believing too easily.
too easily...
no mood...
i'll go get a book and tear it into pieces...
draw crazily and tear it...
that's the only way to let out my feelings...
the real feelings inside me...
no one understands me,
not even myself.
what am i?
i'mma alien..
some1 who does not espress her feelings...
who does not know her feelings...
and,
that alien is none other than myself..
i thought before...
dissapearing from the world would be good for everyone..
even myself..
but,
i cant..
i'm living for a dunno what reason...
a dunno what reason...