.Monday, November 3, 2008 ' 6:37 PM
Go out,
cannot.
Play com,
too long.
Then what u expect me 2 do?
u cant expect me to stay at home sleep n do what u does everyday ba...
Nope...
So, what you expect from me?
i go out walk walk also cannot...
not as if i asked you for money right?
i'm using my own money ok!
you'll say that the money is u all earn then give us de right?
So the money is still yours right?
so, i can tell you that i'll reply you,
the money is not yours.
it is mine.
you give it to me,
so it belongs to me.
i saved it up myself,
not as if you give me cos i asked it from you.
The money is for me to eat and i didn't eat and saved it up so it's mine.
since the money is mine i have the right to spent it on whatever thing i want.
i wanted to save up,
to buy a laptop n camera and destop for myself,
but after thinking,
i should spent them on snacks instead.
you know why?
because even though i have the money you guys won't allow me to buy either.
just like i wanted to sign a line.
it is the same logic.
but you guys just won't allow.
y?
scared that i'll not pay for the line a?
not as if i cannot pay right?
then why so not fair?
3mths then top up once.
what's the point there?
$18for 360 sms...
3 mths each mth 120 sms...
you can use la...
u use 1yr also can...
but not me...
you dun even understand me alittle single bit...
but i think you feels that you understands what i want and needs.
i tried to understand you,
or should i say that i always looked from different views.
even though i may stand on my own side sometimes,
but i will go to your stand and try to understand your feeling then decide to get what or to do what.
what's wrong with me going out then?
scared that i'll get caught by baddies?
i can protect myself right..
scared that i'll got into bad company?
this current frens is enouigh for me ok... or i dun even need a new grp of frens...
so what u worried bout?
you never stand at my point of view to think,
but always think that adults are right,
always right.
and,
always think that we're still young,
too young to make the right decision.
i can tell you here,
TELL U HERE.
I THINK I CAN MAKE MORE RIGHT AND FAIR DECISION THAN YOU AND I'M ALREADY GROWN UP.YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY I'M GETTING INTO THE
WRONG COMPANY SINCE I KNOW WHAT KIND OF FRENS
ARE TO MAKE.
AND, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO TALK BAD BOUT MY FRENS.
TRY IF I'M TALKNG BAD BOUT YOUR SIBLINGS YOU CARE
THE MOST HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?
STOP WHATEVER STUPID ACTS YOU'RE DOING OR I'LL
DO WHATEVER THING I INTEND TO DO SINCE I CAN SAVE
UP MONEY EASILY AND I HAVE WHERE TO GO IN MIND.