.Monday, February 23, 2009 ' 6:24 PM
u know what?
just now when having science lesson,
raining heavily...
den walk 2 bus stop in the rain with carmen,
while walking,
dunno y abit emo lar...
maybe cause scared that flunk the test 2moro ba...
science test... i think our last subject tested...
but week10 got test agn-.-
u know when i emo i though of what?
either should let me fail psle stay in primary sch,
or let the thunder kill me just now...
but after that rmb,
i said should live our life 2 the fullest huh...
1st time sucide thoughts in my mind...
really...
too stressed up lurh..
u guys know lar...
i dun wanna fail any subjects,
even though sometimes i say nvm...
and, science is the only subject which i've failed once...
and it is the subject i hate most for exam...
after failing the test i study like siao...
study b'cos not wanting 2 fail during psle....
but 2moro's test got a feeling will flunk it...
dun wanna flunk it!!!!!
haiz...
DUN CARE DUN WANNA CARE HACK CARE...
none of my business
i'm tired...
tired of studying,
tired of sch,
tired of my life...
it's so boring,
so ...
i'm at a loss of words...
just wanna sleep,
sleep for my whole life...
engineer, designer....
that's what i wanna b next time...
but who can say that i can get 2 be it?
i sucks in those things...
just the same old thing...
i'm TIRED OF LIVING...
living in my own world is most suitable for me...
but the world doesn't allow me 2 do so...
the world ppl cares,
teaches,
naggs,
fights...
everything...
and i dun wanna do any of it...
cause i'm starting 2 feel that life is colourless...
cause i'm lazy and doesn't have the strength 2 colour the colours up...