.Friday, May 22, 2009 ' 4:38 PM
haiz...
life sucks...
what am i worth in this world?
your what?
you think i what sia..
you never know what i want,
what i need,
what i like,
what i hate,
what i feel.
you never listen 2 what i said.
what course do i want 2 do in the future?
which job do i wanna be when i grow up?
how am i feeling when i've gotten my results?
what have i planned and how i wanna achieve it?
the above questions i dun think u know any of the answers.
do you know that i'm very sad after knowing my maths marks?
do you know that i worked for the exam?
do you know that i take exams seriously?
do you know that it's my first time failing maths exam and gotten such a low score that i myself couldn't believe i've gotten?
do you know that only one person realised that i'm sad? (thks loads 2 vera)
do you know that i'm very stressed before exam,
during exam,
and even after exam?
do you know that i dun even feel like going 2 sch now,
going home?
you never knew me...
or maybe i'm too hard to understand...
or should i put it as the whole world cant see me too...
i'm working for what?
marks,
is not the end of the world...
but,
this time it's really dissapointing and frustrating...
really feel like going 2 the seaside now...
look at the sky,
look at the sea.
you'll realise that it's a great combination...
and i love sunrise ad sunset...
that's why i've gotten dawn as my english name...
because to me nothing in the world is more beautiful than dawn...
hey the dawn i saying is sunrise ok...
mai say i zilian =.=
whatever...
said all that i wanna say,
now feeling better...
was sad,angry n tearing all the way yesterday n today...
but,
you'll always only get 2 see 1 side of me...
unless you notices me.