.Friday, February 26, 2010 ' 9:54 PM
haiz...
got alot pics in my phone,
got alot things in my heart and mind...
but i really don't know what to say,
what to do...
today was like so scary...almost cried out la...cause i went out with liyan n jieqi,i brought them to a temple near my house to see my turtles and play la...den i took out my keys and put on the floor,and i forget to take!lucky i went back home den realise den liyan mum fetch me there,and it's still there...or else i would be like so dead lar...haiz...hmm..
this period alot things happened la...
i really don't know what i should do..
it's not my will,
and what can i do on my stand?
everything is not in my control,
in the past i tried alot,
tried to save things,
tried to cheer some people up,
so on and so forth.
but why we do those?
just because they mean alot to us,
if they are sad we're sad too isn't it?
but now,
i really dunno how things change...
it's not only friends la...
is alot more...
alot questions cant be answered,but if i cant cross this stage,how can i move on in life?i have to solve the problem,overcome the obsticle to move on isn't it?running away from it won't do any good to me,but what can i do and what is the best choice?i won't wish to go a wrong step,so i choose not to move.but not moving left me far behind,and the distance became further and further.the past went away,but the future couldn't be reached.what position am i in now,and what can i look forward to?my dependancy is gone,and where can i go to when in need?the wall is broken,left only unstable pillars.what is left of it?