.Tuesday, October 19, 2010 ' 6:04 PM
zzz freak sia...
i shouldn't have gone to westmall with my cousin today,
what a totally wrong decision..
u guys mostly should know i like 't-shirt' in the past,
den is like i saw him at west mall today...
not only that,
i see him at the escalator 1 time,
den my cousin beside plus i paiseh so i faster walk away...
i go downstairs buy dvd he come in agn, 2nd time already...
i go outside wait for bus see him agn=.=
3 times in total...
but seeing him totally makes me feel so wrong...
i dunno why,
it feels like i'm escaping from him...
after sending my cousin home den i'm alone on the bus,
i feel so irritated lor...
feel so confused,
dunno what reason also..
den i was thinking,
do i still like him?
i really dunno lor..
i thought i've forgotten him already,
everything which has link to him is gone.
i deleted his number,
deleted his photo,
even the class photo i bought was missing...(not i throw de though.. it went missing when i moved)
so do i still like him?
but although i keep telling myself i forget him already,
den why do i feel so weird when i see him?
i'm really so confused lor...
there's a weird feeling inside me...
like... idk what lor...
haiz.. i think i'mm sort out my thoughts someday..
afterall, i know it's impossible between us lurh.
i just dunno how my brain n heart feel about him now...
i shall let the time show the way...