.Tuesday, November 30, 2010 ' 11:47 PM
the holiday is quite peaceful lurh...
but it seems to past so quickly...
few days later and i'll be left with only 4 weeks of holiday...
but i didn't start with homework still hehe...
i dunno why,but somehow i think this holiday nothing much really happened...but why despite liddat,i still have the feeling of being stressful and vexed..like there's something inside my heart unable to open..or maybe there are things for me to worry about,just that i don't know,i dont care,or i choose to ignore it...hmmm...this feeling is always with me for years and years already,ever since i know what worries is...but it's just that sometimes i'm too busy,too occupied to notice this feeling...i think also because of this,happiness is always short.but who holds the key to open the lock for this?i have no idea where the key is,what the key is...it's just like some things i can never figure it out...for some things,it just doesn't have definite answers....it always depends on what point of view we are looking from,how we think,and that affects the answer we figure out..so what is 100percent,i think nothing is 100percent ba...then why is there 100percent on earth?because it is used to prove that things are not perfect...oh yes...and, if nothing goes wrong,i think this year's new year i wont be in singapore...cause holiday was planned to go some part of malaysia to play,since we didn't go for holiday for quite long le...also, didn't go my other gran hse quite long le...but cause parent's schedules and stuff,decided not to go...but recently my mum did mentioned going m'sia for new year,just that it isn't confirmed yet...most probably on the chinese calander from 30th to 2nd.idk what date it is on the english one...but if it's confirmed i'll tell u guys kaes..and sorry if i couldn't spent my new year with u guys...some other year perharps...cause actually,i have no idea if i spent my new year in m'sia before already...cause if i did,it must have happened so so long ago...my memories of new year are all in singapore...ah and, if i'm in m'sia,u guys can still message me and all...i'll reply if i should n if i recieve it...cause my prepaid card has alot money.. LOL...hmm... i think i'm ending here, since it's so late already...